war

a war we fight, not just physical but deeper than that, a spiritual war we wage... two sides to it, what side do we choose? i am fighting for God!

HoGC

HoGC
a vision...

Sunday, September 21, 2008

~ With All I Am ~

Just got back from KL! Had an awesome trip with Pastor How, Garrett, Jamie, Jian Ming, Yong Hui, Koon Yew, and but of course, Wei Ling!

It was a great trip, where we had so many adventures, from running all the way from a place called sunggeiwang to Pastor's hotel, to all the fantastic food that Pastor Kevin Loo just kept pushing and introducing to us. We had a blast, and what's the testimony of that?

Our stomachs!

However, recently, there has been some questions that I want to put forth to everybody out there, and challenge them to try think of the answers.

I was just thinking just how much is it that one can always say that they have convictions, but when they meet up with problems, they so easily let go. What are your convictions then?

If we consider how just a little bit of school, a little bit of tests and examinations, friends, music can pull us away, then... do we really have convictions?

I've been tired and in the last 2 days, I've been seeing how people are just starting to waiver and start to lose their dreams in God; worship leader, people leader, worship team drummer, worship team guitarist, back-up vocalist.

How do you lose your dreams in God? In reality, you lose them because you didn't have convictions in the start.

It was so amazing cause I was just thinking about all of these people, and a burden in my heart came so fresh, I just couldn't let go of that burden in my heart, and felt so down-trodden; then God asked me, what were my convictions?

I couldn't help it but the presence of God came and I knew that I had to do my Quiet Time.

The song I chose was this song...

With All I Am (by Hillsong - Australia)
Into Your hand
I commit again
With all I am
For You Lord

You hold my world
In the palm of Your hand
And I'm Yours forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with You
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

And I will live
In all of Your ways and
Your promises forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I will worship
I will worship You
I will worship
I will worship You forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

That is the declaration of my heart; that no matter what happens, that no matter what I have to go through, my convictions will NEVER sway.

God is my reason that I live.

With all I am, I will live for Him alone.

Think Moses, think Joshua...

Think... Jesus

To God a heart of flame
To others a heart of love
To self a heart of steel